Friday, April 09, 2004
Humming: 梁静茹 - 最快乐那一年 [Fish Leung - Happiest Year]
... ..也许遗憾和年轻 总绑在一起.. 不容许一点委屈.. .. 等放手才懂惋惜.. ...
      ... .. .. . .... 静下心来发现过去大半是甜蜜.. 回忆.. ... . .... ..

ok, i should try not get irritated easily when i just woke up from sLeepz. blah blah excuses? but *arghz* that's me! ok i will try to change. felt bad on my 'little' harsh tone replying my mother this morning.

woke up early in the morning on a public holiday. yup, was going to my grandpa's tomb to shao mu. it was a long way there and suddenly felt the serenity with a touch of loneliness in the air? was it because the 5 ppl in the car werent chatting much and the topic revolve ard topic on illness/cancer blah blah...

parents were getting older, wish they would have a good life ahead. prayed that every loved ones will be healthy afterall health is the most impt thing as compare to wealth, career and etc. life is unpredictable and short. used to pray for everything last time but now, i only hope that everyone will be healthy.

funny as it seems, upon reaching the cemetery, those feeling was gone. felt actually better? am i weird? i guess it was due to seeing more ppl, hearing more noise, i lost my 'inner peace' thus the feeling of loneliness was gone.

some 'ritual' was done as in offering food/wine/money to my grandpa, gods etc and i concluded that i am quite so clueless on such stuff..


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