Friday, January 28, 2005
was doing household chores these few wks and i commented to kT one day that next time when we are married, he will need to help out in household chores..
zZ: i will do the cooking, sweeping, washing..
[hiak hiak these are the stuffs i preferred to do and find it easier =X so in order to make kT remember easily..]
zZ: aiya normally house hold chores are divided into 2 parts.. cooking : washing, sweeping : mopping, washing clothes : drying clothes & etc..
zZ: just remember i do part 1, u do part 2 hahaha! *eviL grinz*
kT: orh okie.. u earn money, i spend money kekekakak!
zZ: -_-"
* he is getting more crappier than me already! arghzZzz.. =D
sLeep zZzzz @ 17:11
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
i am so damn tired now @ 2300 which is so rare nowadays..
had been quite bz since my last post ard 2 wks ago..
gist of the post, treasure ur family and friends.. you would not know what will happened next.
i used to learn life-saving back in sec sch and poly times. learnt the skills to save ppl from drowning, learnt what to do when ppl were in shock, fainting, choking situation. learnt cpr, ear etc.. i learnt, but didnt had real-life hand-on and i wouldnt want to have the chance.. it's such a diff feeling between learning and applying the skill in real-life situation.
2 wks ago, my mum went for an ops to "tighten/remove" her 'floating' leg veins that had been 'torturing' her during nightfalls.. it is said that it could get worse and the feedback from grandma whom leg is full of 'floating' veins is that u can feel the 'million-ants-biting-sensation' throughout the whole leg during nightfall.
As small case as the ops seems to be, the ops least for ard 2 hrs and the doctor mentioned that my mum need not stay over @ the hospital after the ops and can go home after few hours of resting in the hospital. But we do not know how big/deep/many wounds are there on my mum's leg coz her whole leg was being bandaged up.
Everything seems to be quite alright after the ops, but during the wee hours of 1am-2, mum couldnt get to sleep and request for a cuppa warm milk w a piece of bread. after the light meal, she wanted to brush her teeth and i supported her to the washroom to wash up.
1-2 sec after she finished washed up, she said "i am feeling dizzy" and i was struggling to support her to rest on the seated toilet bowl but within the next 1-2sec, i can feel the whole of her weight was leaning towards her back although her eyes were still wide open!!
I totally lost-it, i dont care abt the nasty/crazy neighbour above and was screaming my lung out for my dad who is outside preparing his straw-mat on the floor to zZzz, fearing to kick my mum's leg accidentally when he slipped into his dreamland.. after 2nd round of screaming, my dad stepped in the toilet still wondering what had happened and I urged my dad to support my mum to rest on the toilet bowl and i was fanatically shaking her arm with dad patting his hand on her face to wake her up.
My mind was blank and i dont really recall what should i do when ppl faint and the thoughts of calling the ambulance is racing through my mind but all my dad and i did is to open the windows to make the air ventilate in the toilet and dad was holding on to some magazines, fanning in the toilet trying to create more ventilation.
Soon, my mum was back to semi-conscious stated, slowly back to conscious state.. my heart felt lighten for the 1st time in the past 20 mins and i was holding back my tears.. and i believed only ppl in similar situation before will understand my feelings.
For the 1st time, i was so afraid to lose my parent.. i knew facing ppl's death is unavoidable in the journey of my life but just the fainting incident had make me treasured my parent more. Coz there are ppl that fainted/concuss and never managed to wake up from it. I am very thankful that my mum is alright now and hope that my parent will have a long healthy life ahead. and i guess i will need to go for a re-course in life-saving.
sLeep zZzzz @ 22:53
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
was it the butterflies in my stomach that made me sleepless though i am very sleepy @ this point of time? havent really get over what had happened like 40mins ago.. shell cont later.. *super tired*
sLeep zZzzz @ 02:53
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Yesterday, i went for an interview conducted by s c s as i heard from my friends that they are in need of programmer but of diff language that i am "specialise" in now.. but the whole interview SUX coz the interviewer is super SUCKY! yes! i dont think i will meet such sucky interviewer for my next few interviews.
My friend, whom i think is also interviewed by the same person also commented that he is rude and hurl "insults" @ my friend.. i truly understood what he meant coz that ediot will find ways and means to make u feel as lousy as possible.. yes in chinese term "yi wen bu zhi"; will make u felt that u are not even 1cent worth.
okie, maybe we had some working experiences but u need not find ways and means to "test" our confidence level by condemning us. coz from the 3 non-working-experienced guys who went for the interview, all 3 commented that "aiya, go there talk cock can liaoz, they will not ask u those std qns asked by other companies' interviewers"
Yeah right, maybe u had nothing to ask abt their past working experience due to the fact that they just came out from ns. thus u can simply talk cock with them and employed them. but we, the ppl that had some experience are not there for ur own entertainment, to condemn and made urself so happy that u managed to make some ppl felt so lousy after the interview session. u can simply rejected the job offer nicely if u are not keen to employ us!
okie, till this point ppl might think, woh! just an interview. why get so agitated? nope, i am not agitated. but i felt that it is such a ridiculous interview session which last like 1 hr?
some content of the interview
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sucky guy: how good is ur programming.yes i know ppl will always tell me to say "yes i am very gd at blah blah" when being asked in interview session but i am not that kind of ppl that are very confident in front of strangers..
me: should be quite ok
sucky guy: we are not here to employ ok ppl
me: but i am able to pick up new language quite fastsucky guy: how fastme: 1-2 wks
he gave me those "so-slow-look" and skipped to another topic!
okie pls... normally ppl are given like 1 wk to get to know the stuff in the new company, i mentioned like 1-2wk izzit so damn long for a person to pick up new programming language which they cant offer me? okie! i know, there's programming expert out there that might be able to pick up new language within a few days BUT are they able to employ them @ the rate they are offering?! *spitz*
sucky guy: what other languages do u knowme: java, vb, jsp during poly times but havent touch for quite a long time thus need some time to recapsucky guy: oooh need to send u back to poly learn ahdammit! he should be the one going back to kindergarden to learn abt politeness! little kids are way much better than him!
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was explaining some systems i had developed in the current company..
me: i had developed some intranet systems using coldfusion and one of them is data entry system.. [i had yet to finish my introduction] sucky guy: what!? u mean u are doing data entry?
me: quickly explained that i am NOT doing data entry BUT developing the system!!-
and our current company is using MS Access for data storage and i knew that most IT company will prefer some other data storage such as Oracle 8i, Microsoft SQL Server in term of security and stuff but u need not give me those "errks, u are using MS Access" look!
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[flipping through my transcript, 'O' level result]
sucky guy: ooooh! ur english C6, made u unable to go to JCme: nope, i not interesting in going JC, i prefer poly coz i felt that @ poly i can learnt more stuff related to working environment
sucky guy: oooooh, maybe can suggested to the govt to remove all JCshah! does he had so much free time to condemn me? maybe he does enjoyed the process so much that he can spent time condemning me then to spend his time more meaningfully like doing his job!? he can even find fault with my C6 english, yeah man, he can really talk cock but that's not my cuppa tea.
I am proud that i am able to get a C6 for my 1st attempt coz i surrender myself to languages subjects. IF i wanna go to JC, do he think that i CANT get in? Just that i dont wanna be a no-lifer munching on the notes and textbooks right after school with no happening npcc activities going on during my 1 year study in sec2 which i managed to get scholarship that year okie! but i had enough of the no-lifer lifestyle and thus, my result slipped from sec2 - sec3 and drastically from sec3 - sec4. so if i am determined to do something, i am able to do it! and btw, there are ppl with C6 english going to JC okie!
i am fine after the bus ride home "Words can't bring me down"
i am thankful to kT, cL, edw? and ray for "cheering" me up through msn. though i am not depress or whatever but they had shown their support/concern/encouragement in my job hunting process!
Christina Aguilera - Beautiful
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down, oh no
So, don't you bring me down today
sLeep zZzzz @ 15:55
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