Sunday, June 13, 2004
Rialto - Monday Morning 5:19
at eight o'clock we said goodbye, that's when i left her house for mine
she said that she'd be staying in - well she had to be at work by nine
so i get home and have a bath, and let an hour or two pass
drifting in front of my TV, when a film comes on that she wants to see

it's Monday Morning 5:19, and i'm still wondering where she's been
cos every time I try to call I just get her machine
And now it's almost six am, and I don't want to try again
cos if she's still not back then this must be the end
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Came across a movie synopsis that made me felt like watching it when I was checking out timing for 'The Day After Tomorrow' which initially wanted to watch with von & her cousin but didn’t make it coz we didn’t make any booking thinking monday should have seats even w/o bookings. but we all forgot that day was 'O' LeveLs chinese paper and everyone will be enjoying themselves after the exam, the starts of June holiday & great singapore sales!

Thus i gradually forgot abt that movie coz i suffered easy memory loss =(

Read abt good reviews on 'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind' & I wonder what was the story abt. so i surfed through net and realise that only shaw hse aired the movie. To my surprise, that’s the show i wanted to watch!!

due to bz days at wk recently, not much time to check on the website for timing thus, used mobiles function check. disadvantages, only 'today' timing was given with little time slots. thinking the show might not be on aired anytime, we made our way to buy tix.

reach @ 1500 for 1515 show, thought might still have seats coz had those ooh-going-to-off-air-soon-so-not-much-pplz-will-be-watching-it mentality but the screen displayed FuLL HouSe!!~ *faintz* but we manage to get the tix for the next time slot, 1715.. =D

it was a classic-feeling movie in my opinion thus even shaw hse allocate the movie in their 'shaw-classic' theater. it was a little slow-pace, not much great movie effects but I felt that it is a nice movie with a great plot.

if u were given a choice to erase ur memory selectively, will you do it?
I will not, not even those sad memories.

Pplz survive with memories too don’t u think so? Not only the needs of oxygen, h20, food… w/o memories, life will be very meaningless. pplz learnt their mistakes/lessons etc through their experiences/memories in every aspects may it be relationship, life, work.. thus I felt that pplz should learnt how to let go instead of 'erasing' the selective memories that they had. u will remember it even more when u remind urself to forget it.

the ending was a nice one.
In the movie, a nurse working at the clinic, went through the surgery to erase her memory too. to realise that it was a big mistake right from the start when she stumble upon the truth somehow & put a stop to it by sending all the classified documents to all the patients who might caught in the endless loop of getting to know the ppl that were erased from their memories all over again~


Saturday, June 12, 2004
ooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh.... havent oT for v.long & actually helped albert with much impt stuff for coming monday event. wasnt really familiar with osc software thingy they used to update stuff to the homepage and new requests will popped out like within minutes! thus it was quite time consuming & with my carelessness, precious time was wasted to debug my super simple error! those additional ';' blah blah error! *bOx myseLf*

kT was my saviour to debug my stupid error! boooo... but i guess he is used to it already! since poLy? was it a curse or what *sooobz* i seems to have those tiny winy stupid errors which will make me puKe bLood always.

but time flies & had learnt something new in how to use the osc thingy. felt that it was stiLL noon when it was like 1800++ already! albert, kT and mE aLL skipped our lunch w/o feeling much hungry and albert treat kT and me for pratas in return of the favour. *yum yum*

when over to kT place for dinner which was notified abt an hour ago but still wanted to join albert for dinner. i will feel bad letting him to eat alone but i cant really seems to stuff myself with much food even though i only ate a prata an hr ago? maybe it was due to my stomach pain =(

bz/tired day but decided to take bus instead of train. weird me, sometime i just preferred taking bus over train. but i totally forgot it will be really packed on saturday night!~ bad move! *sighz but too late..*

midway though the ride, we manage to move toward the middle of the bus & a lady offered a seat beside her as she moved all her barang barang to her lap but i decline the offer coz the seat was too tiny for my big butt.. =
then i turned my head to the front and i noticed fresh blood on a guy neck! omg~ instant reaction i traced the blood to the source & i felt a little 'sick/grossed' of what i saw.. i saw his earlobe was being cut and part of it is dangling from his earlobe.. & he gave pplz those 'as-if-nothing-had-happened' feeling..
the lady who offered me the seat left next stop & kT hinted me to have her seat.. as he seated beside me, i asked.. 'should i give him wet tissue', thinking if wet tissue is suitable for open wounds... alas!~ he dont know the guy beside him was bleeding..
while i was still fidgeting ard thinking should i or should i not offer the guy my wet tissue, i saw one of a boy seated opposite me giving out 'sick' expression.. asking his friend if he had any tissue.. some intuition drew my attention to that guy & i saw him touching his ears!~
arghhhh! i cant help it but to ask kT to offer my wet tissue to him.. hoping that there will not have any side-effects on him... he soon alighted... & every pplz who knew he was bleeding become relieved & was yakking away.. *sighz* those aunties.. trying to pretend that they dont know a damn when that guy was ard bleeding by turning their heads away.. but yakky away when that guy was gone..
caught in such dilemmas.. i am glad that at least i did offer some help for that guy, else i believed i will alight the bus with a regret for not trying to offer him some 'help'..
but maybe that guy did give pplz creepy feeling on why he got himself into such mess & didnt go for a doctor in the 1st place before boarding the bus that made others dont-know-what-to-do-but-act-blur... i was actually afraid, that he might turn aggressive if we offered him those wet tissue...but i sensed that he was thankful that we offered him the tissue & wanted to return us the remains.. of coz we asked him to keep it..
but am i correct in-medical-term to offer him a wet tissue, i dont know.. just hope that everything will be alright for that guy..
*fyi, the bus is with seats that were designed to face each other, allowing pplz to stand in between*

so the moral of the story for this write-up?
offer pplz some help when they need it.. who knows, u might be the one that need help someday..
ok.. no pplz can guarantee 100% that u can get help from other pplz when u need it.. =
oooooh i am contradicting myself.. but i believe u understood what i am trying to convey..
i am a free thinker but i wonder, who determine what events/incidents/ will happen to u.. is it like.. if i dont need to work till so late on a saturday? dont take that bus but train/bus home @ that time from kT hse, will i met that guy?
ok.. i am being crappy/over-reacting over such peanuts/no-big-deal-incident…


Thursday, June 10, 2004
Finally, our geyLang trip is being fulfil! had a little dimsum at a 24hr shop which we initially thought might be quite cheap but to many surprise, the price were quite high, higher then normal pricing where we can simply get something similar at many other places at cheaper price.

Durian Feast was finally here & i ate lotsa durian even though my stomach is giving me problem since monday. cant resist the temptation from the king of fruits =P

soon noticed that marck is being v.quiet/paLe after his 'test' for his chinese presentation on monday event @ the durian stall when we were happily enjoying our durians. as he might be meeting pplz from the media, he need to improve his chinese & we threaten him to improve his chinese with durians =P

felt a little eviL but he is still very onz in joining us for the durian feast & even happily finding good food ard geylang for us. thanx! =)

soon after our fill from our yummy durian which was heaven! @ cheap rate of $2 per durian! we went to the famous 'you tiao da huang', 'fried fritter king' in translation?, marck finally return to his usual self eating happily and he commented 'oooh! i felt like swimming just now coz i was holding my breath!'

might have another trip there the next few days when my sis is back from her honeymoon! a famiLy trip, yeah!

thanx aLL that make this trip happen! =)) *not in Order* aLbert.Kenny.marcK.vOn.Sis.kayTeck.mE!


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