Monday, July 12, 2004
Humming: 陈 颍 见 - 熬夜 [Chen Ying Jian - Staying uP the NighT]
飞呀.. 时间为何那么快的不见
一起欢笑一起流泪的日子
将这几年点缀成美丽的画面

我曾经为你熬夜 只为了做你的生日卡片
一起熬夜 一起准备明天的测验
过了今天 也许只能说再见
能不能再次陪我熬夜聊天

为你熬夜 帮你录下你最爱的影片
一起熬夜 一起在网上废话连篇
过了很多天 我们熬过多少夜
就让我唱这首歌 请陪我熬夜到明天

nodnod. time flies and those were the familar feelings when we overnight doing stuffs, chatting up with friends on web, preparing for exams, test, projects =)

Mum: kayTeck coming over tonight?
zZz: Yupyup but no need to cook so much.
Mum: Ah, if known earlier can prepare 1 more chicken drumstick.
zZz popped her head into the kitchen & saw 3 drumsticks wondering whose not coming back for dinner.

oh! elder sis had moved out & han having her orientation camp. Guess soon enough the house will left quite empty with my parent & me only. On a second thoughts, not that bad that i cannot make it for local uni this time round afterall. Gotta go home earlier more frequently.


Saturday, July 10, 2004
Guilt: Self-reproach for supposed inadequacy or wrongdoing.
Yes, there's a feeling of guilt whenever i went hospital visiting with my mum ard =| & its had been years. This feeling had come back to me again.

Years ago, when i still 'young' with 'not much brain', i didn’t really know that every surgery will have risk even though the rate of success is high & was a common one. Thus, i didn’t really make it to visit my mum when she was going though an operation to remove some cyst[?] in her neck.
Coz i was working part-time & couldn’t really find ppl to take over my work, and by the time i reach the hospital it will be way after visiting hours. I should have throw in my resignation letter @ the ediotic supervisor's face! YES. she is ediotic, thinking that she is the greatest in the company! Yeah Right.. *my FOOT*
Ok, what's not done was not done, i cant probably go back to the past & throw my resignation letter @ the ediotic's face nor i can go and visit my mum before & after her operation. Thus, i shall just live on with my guilt.

PpL, family member are ones that showered u with unconditional loves, care & concern etc for most cases, thus treasure them!


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