Must Say Goodbye (soundtrack of Il'Mare) - Kim Hyun Chul
sa rang eul mal ha ji mot tae suh ma ji mak noon eul gam neun soon gan eh do geu dong an heng bok kae suh ji man I Know we must say good-bye We must say good-bye
* na neun ee jeh ya al geh dwae neun deh ee mo deun geh jin jung sa rang ee ran gul geu dae yuh che bal ga ji mal ra yo che bal na reul dduh na ga ji ma ra yo I know we must say good-bye we must say good-bye
shi gan ee heul ruh gan dwee eh ya ee gut shi sa rang in jool ah la seul ttae geu to rok mal hae wa sut ji man I know we must say good-bye we must say good-bye
Must Say Goodbye (English Translation of the Korean lyric)
I couldn’t speak my love even the time I closed my eyes for the last time that period of time was pure happiness but I know we must say good-bye we must say good-bye
I understand now.. that this is true love my love, please dont go please dont leave me I know we must say good-bye we must say good-bye
time must flow when I realized that this was love i’ve come to tell you so but I know we must say good-bye we must say good-bye
Tuesday, May 30, 2006 was quite stressed out over work.wedding.money but gotta endure! everything will be alright after the BIG day.
lotsa time and effort is needed to source for cheap appliances and stuff! if not, you will be like me and kt, the big time carrot head! we were kana chopped for those stuff that we had no time to source on. arghz! zZzzz...
what will you feel when there's 100% no response via sms or msn on more than 1 issue from a friend? i felt pissed!
it started off as me asking a favour from her and she agreed weeks ago to help me out. maybe i dont have any rights to feel pissed coz i'm the one asking for a favour but in any case if u dont feel like helping, you can just tell me straight right?! no need to avoid me and made me felt like some idiot begging u for help.
i know i am not a great friend and i know i'm quite a lousy one but i dont expect much from my friends too. was really grateful to those friends that helped me when i need help and i will try to help out in any means when they need any within my ability.
Saturday, March 18, 2006 time flies and its the day for photoshot.
i didnt take up std bridal package but to source all related stuff myself and i had manage to save alot as compare to other ppl! quite a deal at 3K+ for the following items in my DIY bridal package.
01. Wedding Gown 02. Evening Gown 03. Heels 04. PS, AD Day, AD Night Bride Makeup and Hairdo 05. Day Suit 06. Night Suit 07. Shoe 08. PS, AD Night Groom Makeup and Hairdo 09. Bouquet X2 [DIY for photoshoot] 10. Ring Corsages for Jiemeis[DIY] 11. Collar Pin for XiongDis[DIY] 13. Car Deco [DIY] 14. Car Rental [FOC Brothers' Car] 15. Father Suits X2 [Fathers’ own suit] 16. 12R x 26 pages with 51 photos in Magazine style 17. 18x30" photoshoot portrait 18. AD - 4R x 300 pcs
Return all photos taken will be returned.
outdoor location includes:- 01. marina bay 02. temasek poly 03. bukit timah/train station [cool!! cross the line and we be @ malaysia!] 04. red hill 05. sentosa
asked buddies to join in the 'fun' and had booked sentosa hut for their stay. hoho i felt that the huts are still quite alright but they think otherwise =X
Tuesday, January 31, 2006 went tarot reading for fun.. 40% of prediction is based on current reading. 60% varies depending on the path we took in the future.
------------------------------------------------------------ my readings for :- work ------------------------------------------------------------
i was thinking abt changing job/line but was feeling quite confused. should i get jobs that interests me or something new? but i, being practical is holding myself back.
1st card drawn : judgement which meant decisions making. and i got a death card! so cool, i thought 'wah! diedie must change job liao' but it meant a fresh start and i can upgrade myself along the way regardless of the decision made.
zZz: when will it be better to leave if i decide to switch?
shE: it will be before birthday or nov.
zZz: i might be bond to the coy for 1 yr if i attend a course @ wk.
shE: shuffle again and ask what will happen if you stay and dont.
next round readings.. 1st card drawn: the lovers which meant decision to be make next 4 card to determine what if i stay and last 4 cards if i switch.
2nd - 5th cards: i will have opportunities ahead 6th - 9th cards: i will continue to be confuse on what i want
this round of reading give me motivation to continue my job in this line.
------------------------------------------------------------ my readings for :- relationship ------------------------------------------------------------
while shuffling, mind is thinking of a general overall for me n kt after the cards were being laid, she didnt ask if i am in/out of relationship like what she did for others. maybe my readings is "SHE IS SO SINGLE"!!
shE: time is not ripe yet, meaning the one have not appear. if you are willing to expose to ppl, ppl will fall in love with you and he might be from other country. based on your dob, you are reflected as v.easy going and outgoing that why will like ppl with diff culture? ur ideal age of marriage will be 28 or 29.
didnt have chance to interupt and after she complete her analysis, zZz: i am getting married this year..
shE: u should be more honest from the start. now that you are attached, certain cards have different interpretation. confirm better to get married when you are 28 or 29 else you may feel restricted coz u are outgoing person and the restriction can come from either family.
i was like "DUHZ!!!" i just wanna have a feel of the overall outcome, so when her reading is 'wrong', she wanna 'accuse' me of being dishonest? what the..
by right should shuffle again to check what will happen if i cont my marriage this yr to be more accurate but due to time constraint she didnt. she only refer back to the general relationship layout to interprete what will happen if i choose to get marry this year.
i pass her kt's dob to check what may lead to the prob for early marriage and she commented that it was kt's that is not suitable for early marriage. coz this yr is a transition yr for him and he may face alot stress and asked ask me to look out coz he might do something/ make decision that will disappoint me.
erm, initially i'm the one not ready and now it's kt?! *ponder*
maybe i should pass her his and mine dob 1st but others also didnt pass her the info at the start how i know?!! overall i think she is ok lah but i dont like that statement she comment! DUHZ!!
relationship reading is so messed up and i dont think it's accurate. if that's the case, i am prepare to change 60% of the prediction.. =D
Saturday, December 31, 2005 its been a really eventful, super bz years for me. just like roller coaster ride, full of ups and down.
work, interview session with ridiculous interviewer the possibility of being jobless due to my slackness tough 'upgrading' seasons, learning many new IT skills
family, everyone is promoted! yeah i am auntie xin!! havent seen bb much =(
friends, great tangkak trip! nearly won 13-odds *boo* =P
kt, proposal from him on our 5th anni with help of best buddies
proposal wasnt those innovation/romantic type from my expectation if i was to receive one but i am really happy that kt make his effort on the proposal coz i didnt expect one from him in the 1st place as he is those unromantic woodblock.
He knew i loved watching[playing, too bad havent had chance as spore ban it] fireworks. As he was unable to buy those mini fireworks for romantic effects [unlike in taiwan or malaysia etc etc], he had no choice? but to have a normal proposal with a ring that i loved! [mentioned before that i wanted that set for 4 dian zhuan for our oncoming wedding in june], blue roses [1st time recieving it as i always comment its a waste of money].
quote from some forumer "last time I use to complain alot about this, but not anymore. I realise that a practical man who loves you and plans practically for our future is way better then one who is romantic womaniser sort."
yeah kt belongs to this category, the woodblock but have shown unconditional concerns for me and i am v.happy =D though we are not financially stabled but we managed to get through all the rough time and we are reaching our short term goal soon.
Yeah, the goal.. wedding on the 6th June 06 =)
few years ago when the guys were still in ns, guys: hey yx, when u all getting married ah? zZzz: ah should be 28, 29 lor kayT: errr.. can be earlier or not?
early this yr when we decided on the date and plans of having our rom and wedding dinner together on the same day which is our 6th anni, lotsa ppl were saying that its will be quite hard/impossible as kt had just come out of ns and i had just managed to switch to an ok salary job but i also have friends that supported me along the way and all of them will be my jiemeis yeah!
yup, its not easy at all but to have it all in a day was my wish, i dont wanna to have too many impt dates in my life, a few will do else it will be a hassle for me =P To have it all in 1 day, we need to have enough cash/cpf for wedding dinner, our v.1st nest, renovation, and stuff. Thats the big big problem!
we didnt save our money in the past, all spent in gaming, food, transport and our income wasnt high. once i was physically, mentally, finanically stained i asked kt, "do you think we can make it?" he was there to give me support and comfort me that he will try his best too to make our goals come true.
when there's will, there's a way.
initally i wanted a beach wedding @ sentosa coz i love the sea. but the cost was high and not really a beach wedding if it is going to be a indoor sit-down dinner, thus i forgo the idea. along the way i had met some ediots hotel wedding planners but its ok, we finally managed to settle our dinner venue and that's holiday inn atrium which is one of my shortlisted hotels in the 1st place.
we were praying for punggol wis std flat as we own like to have our own nest theme and we got lucky!! gov changed the policy at the right time and we can get a flat with 10% downpayment instead of 20% and we managed to get a 5-rm hdb flat @ punggol field after 8 mths of waiting.
this yr its a really bz yr for me, juggling my time between wk and wedding planning till my face condition is really bad! got to rest more and relax but lotsa wedding preparation and works on hand now.
dozing ard.. 